he was drunk driving and he wrecked his car at the beach and it flipped into the water. Mom won’t stop feeling guilty because she thinks she made him feel unloved because she told him to get help for his drinking. The police weren’t doing their job and didn’t see a drunk man driving his car.I can;t bring myself to cry over his death,maybe i’m still in shock I dont know. I just wish he would of gotten help instead of this.We spent months trying to help this man and all he did was torture us and… .well hes gone,we are going to cremate him and set his ashes free in the beach like he wanted.
im going to post another journal later today so this one is not the main one on my account and i wont have to see it daily.